Was it just me worrying too much?
Maybe i shouldn't have said too much.
I was too confidence with my words, now, i'm doubting myself so much, so much that i don't know what i'm up too. i'm lost, but then again, i don't know what i can do about it.
so what if i can't accept the fact that you say that feelings are fading, it's not i want to care much, but i'm worried.
You may just tell me " it's just me saying " but so what? What if one day you were the one getting so hurt, who will be there to pull you up.

Your words really makes me feel confuse, i just dont understand, what do you mean by we never know?
You said once that,"You wanted a chance you wanted to fufill all promises" Now i'm worried, if its gonna happen. I can't take the fact of what i saw on my phone, it's so painful, but do you know the feeling that i'm going through?
You can say that you miss me, you can say, that you will fufill your promise. But did i ever stop believing, i didnt.
I start believing in karma(s) sometime ago,
So now this is my karma. i got back in return of what i did to others in the past.
This guilt never left me, since 3years ago, until today. i'm still knowing how it feels. until, now, i'm worried of doing the same to you, YES, YOU. but i never ever did the same to you just like how i did to the others in the past..
But it seems like, you are afraid that feelings will fade.
You may said that we never know, but deep down the answer is already there.
So what if i shut my mouth or didnt bother. the feeling wouldnt leave, it's been 1/2 a years. we were together for not that long, how on earth am i going to stay on like this. Was it me who didn't cherish you in the past or was it because our feelings has start to fade?

I said before i only give one chance, just one. but i know deep down i gave just too many.But now, I dont know what went really long.
I'm losing control, i'm lost, i'm drained out, i'm tired. I lost all battles.
Tell me if you love me, tell me if you don't

I need an answer, from you. but you never know.
I'm waiting for one day, you really understand why I'm saying all this.
Waiting for the day, i could sit down beside you, talk like how we use to or text like how we always do. I don't want to be hurt no one wants to.
Someone told me this " You two are one of those couple i see not quarreling."
I smiled to myself, to my mind, to my heart. maybe i should be happy that we dont quarrel like how others do. Thank god for this. .
You know, i still love you. everyone else know it too.

It be great if we could meet one day, and things would just become how it was like before.

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